You kinda sound like one of them there Semite folks.
But seriously, i found peace in accepting the fact that the universe does not like harmony. The universe likes struggle, strife, competition, constant improvement. Evolution. Our job as humans, even peons, is to try to keep enough of peace that we don't devolve into total chaos and death.
Just as the constant increase of entropy is the basic law of the universe, so it is the basic law of life to be ever more highly structured and to struggle against entropy.
Also, gas the kikes race war now